Unheard Screams

~Unheard Screams~

Pain ripping every nerve

Willing your breath away

Opening your eyes again

Agony's here to stay

How do you escape

Life full of darkness

Every waking moment

Misery and sadness

Sleep the only comfort

Yet so hard to find

Dreams bring some peace

To a tortured souls mind

But dreams never last

Reality must emerge

Waking once again

Your screams never heard

~Freestyler~

Falling in Love

~Falling in Love~

You want the truth, yes I`m falling for you

Your heart is now the only thing I want to pursue

I wish there was an easier way to say it

I have so many feelings inside that I can`t admit,

I spend nights thinking about what I should say

And wishing my heart wasn`t so far away

The lonely days at home hoping I`m still the same

Until I realize there is no use in saying your name,

Day by day I just keep eluding myself

Trapped in a dark and lonely shell

My mind says I`m made of failure and error

Since I avoid happiness and live in my own terror,

I might be surrounded by people but inside I feel alone

I can be walking thought the crowed but always on my own

Until you are next to me I am incomplete

I just start to fade and feeling more weak,

I still have hope that you look at me one day

Maybe at spring in a beautiful day of May

My heart is still here, he keeps waiting

And I will have faith that this is not an illusion I`m creating…

~Freestyler~

New Beginnings

New Beginnings

Children bleedin'

Monsters feedin’

Oh innocent child

In a world gone wild

Dreams are dyin'

Trips - a - flyin'

The world gone whack

Dealers tradin' crack

For a taste of bend blood

turnin' names to mud

trashin', slashin'

Addict -a- crashin'

Flip the table round

New beginnings can be found

Time to kick the brick

No more wounds to lick

Listen to this poet spin a verse

Death ya can't rehearse

Life gives ya one shot

Happiness can't be bought

Rid your heart, of hate

Wise up, get it straight

Flip the table round

New beginnings can be found

Release the voice within

New life to begin...

~FreeStyler~ 

Slowly Dying

Slowly Dying…

My dreams have gone
And terror has come to stay
Hope has been broken
And death has found a way

You think I am breathing
You think I am fine
But inside I am gasping
And losing my mind

I have been begging
I can't stand to live this way
Tears are coming down to hard
I am losing my way

I don't know what to do
I am blinded from peace
Something is inside me
I think a terrible beast

There is nothing left
But my outer shell
Death is in inside me
I am under a spell

My vision is dying
All I see now is blacked
The look on my dead face
The loving I lacked..

~FreeStyler~

Ending Her Cries

~Ending Her Cries~

I looked into her eyes
I got lost in their depth
A glance into the future
Revealing the secrets she kept

For so many years she cared too
Yet we were both afraid to say
We avoided each other completely...
Every time, simply another day

She cried to me one night.
~Please help, I don't know what to do~
I wrapped my arms around her body.
~It is okay now, I'm here with you~

She told me about her boyfriend,
He cheated, and hurt her bad...
I told her not to worry...
But in the inside I was getting mad.

I held back my anger...
And I comforted her instead.
Playing with her hair,
She lay still on my bed.

I leaned over to kiss her cheek,
She smiled and turned to me.
~Thank you for being there...
I Have finally learned to see~

With that she drifted off,
I left her quietly sleeping.
~How could anyone want to hurt her? ~
I ran through thoughts, my heart leaping.

I met up with her boyfriend,
Swung out of pure love and rage.
A knife stabbed through my stomach..
~God where were you today? ~

My head smacking onto the pavement,
My breath getting thin...
My vision blurred and fading slowly...
This was a battle I could never win.

As this darkness consumes me...
Light fills my eyes...
I am proud to have lost my life,
If it meant ending her cries...

~FreeStyler~

My Black Rose

My Black Rose

The fate of our love

has long since passed
the tears from my heart
create an ocean, vast

the sorrow cannot compare
than that of a heartbreak
for i have learned this lesson
and tears i can no longer make

My black rose lays perfect
on the white sheen of satin
"mea occidit dejectus"
on my tombstone in Latin

~FreeStyler~

Breaking The Habit

Breaking The Habit

Wounds scar my emotions,
When my heart yearned for you,
but truth paints an overcast 
with torn sheets of paper
as a simple contrast,
denying what I know is true.

Holding on to what I should let go,
I stand in opposition of the wind,
fighting a useless battle I can't win.
So why do I fight once again,
when I could let these wounds mend
when I could just let this all end.

So I'm breaking the habit
and closing the veins that bleed
as I close my eyes for the last time
for I am standing above the hurt,
and finally I know that all I need
is to release myself of these binds…

~FreeStyler~