Unheard Screams

~Unheard Screams~

Pain ripping every nerve

Willing your breath away

Opening your eyes again

Agony's here to stay

How do you escape

Life full of darkness

Every waking moment

Misery and sadness

Sleep the only comfort

Yet so hard to find

Dreams bring some peace

To a tortured souls mind

But dreams never last

Reality must emerge

Waking once again

Your screams never heard

~Freestyler~

Restless Nights

Restless Nights

Pain bleeds from my soul
And escapes through my eyes
As I lie awake in bed
She never hears my silent cries

I stare at the clock
Another hour has passed
I lay in silence thinking
Of our love that didn't last

It still tears me apart
Just to hear your name
Cause without you here
Nothing is quite the same

When I close my eyes
All I see is your face
And all those memories
That you have erased

But it's just another night
Something I've gotten used to
So I just lay there and cry
With nothing else to do

~FreeStyler~

Mascara Bleeds

Mascara Bleeds

The music gets darker
As the fans jump around
Getting with the beat
And hopping to the sound
Moving to each note
The guitarist makes
With each person jumping
The floor starts to shake

And they sing about hurt
And they sing about pain
They tell us what they do
To hide all the shame
And the tears start flowing
As the music starts to feed
And the face gets sadder
And the mascara starts to bleed

Every single word 
Has a meaning to its name
The singer uses these words
To find somebody to blame
For all the hurt inside them
That just won't go away
So they sing away their sorrows
To feel better for today

The bitterness and anger
Trapped inside one soul
So music is their answer
To reach their endless goal
And they stamp their feet
And they bang their drums
Then everyone relates
So the fans start to come

And they sing about hurt
And they sing about pain
They tell us what they do

To hide all the shame
And the tears start flowing
As the music starts to feed
And the face gets sadder
And the mascara starts to bleed 

~FreeStyler~

Painful Night

Painful Nights

Each night intense burning heat
Like a molten iron brand
Shooting through every nerve
Making it impossible to stand

Stabbing like hot pokers
Delirious thoughts, blinding pain
Nothing left untouched by this
Finding it's way to my brain

Trying so hard to find comfort
So I pop another pill
They don't seem to work anymore
Just a part of being ill

Letting my mind wander
To a peaceful serene place
Far away from where I am
A place of beauty and grace

Close my eyes waiting for relief
Will tonight be my last
Can I finally find happiness
Living in memories of my past

Will the pain overtake me
Shocking me back to what's real
Or let me peacefully slumber
Praying for one night not to feel

~Freestyler~