Breaking The Habit

Breaking The Habit

Wounds scar my emotions,
When my heart yearned for you,
but truth paints an overcast 
with torn sheets of paper
as a simple contrast,
denying what I know is true.

Holding on to what I should let go,
I stand in opposition of the wind,
fighting a useless battle I can't win.
So why do I fight once again,
when I could let these wounds mend
when I could just let this all end.

So I'm breaking the habit
and closing the veins that bleed
as I close my eyes for the last time
for I am standing above the hurt,
and finally I know that all I need
is to release myself of these binds…

~FreeStyler~

Trapped

Trapped

Trapped in this body
No longer existing
Yesterdays are distant dreams
Left with a heart bleeding


Everyday grows longer
Time seems to stand still
Closing my eyes to life
Sleeping away all that's real


Sadness has become me
Happiness is all pretend
Depression all around 
Darkness has become my friend


How many more years
Can I endure this pain
Waiting to join you
Yet here alone I remain

~FreeStyler~