Falling in Love

~Falling in Love~

You want the truth, yes I`m falling for you

Your heart is now the only thing I want to pursue

I wish there was an easier way to say it

I have so many feelings inside that I can`t admit,

I spend nights thinking about what I should say

And wishing my heart wasn`t so far away

The lonely days at home hoping I`m still the same

Until I realize there is no use in saying your name,

Day by day I just keep eluding myself

Trapped in a dark and lonely shell

My mind says I`m made of failure and error

Since I avoid happiness and live in my own terror,

I might be surrounded by people but inside I feel alone

I can be walking thought the crowed but always on my own

Until you are next to me I am incomplete

I just start to fade and feeling more weak,

I still have hope that you look at me one day

Maybe at spring in a beautiful day of May

My heart is still here, he keeps waiting

And I will have faith that this is not an illusion I`m creating…

~Freestyler~

My Black Rose

My Black Rose

The fate of our love

has long since passed
the tears from my heart
create an ocean, vast

the sorrow cannot compare
than that of a heartbreak
for i have learned this lesson
and tears i can no longer make

My black rose lays perfect
on the white sheen of satin
"mea occidit dejectus"
on my tombstone in Latin

~FreeStyler~

Restless Nights

Restless Nights

Pain bleeds from my soul
And escapes through my eyes
As I lie awake in bed
She never hears my silent cries

I stare at the clock
Another hour has passed
I lay in silence thinking
Of our love that didn't last

It still tears me apart
Just to hear your name
Cause without you here
Nothing is quite the same

When I close my eyes
All I see is your face
And all those memories
That you have erased

But it's just another night
Something I've gotten used to
So I just lay there and cry
With nothing else to do

~FreeStyler~

My Shining Star

My Shining Star

You came to me
When I needed support
Like a friend you stand
With me till the end

Helping me to see light
I've been in the dark to long
Giving me love and hope
Reasons to carry on

Giving me your courage
Smiling now when I rise
From wisdom you shared
Sparkle returned to my eyes

Your shoulder I lean on
You're my shining star
You lend me your strength
Lifting me up from afar

How do I thank you
For what you've given me
Words do not seem enough
For what you made me see

So just for you alone
My arms I do extend
Giving you all my love
Forever my friend…

~FreeStyler~