Slowly Dying

Slowly Dying…

My dreams have gone
And terror has come to stay
Hope has been broken
And death has found a way

You think I am breathing
You think I am fine
But inside I am gasping
And losing my mind

I have been begging
I can't stand to live this way
Tears are coming down to hard
I am losing my way

I don't know what to do
I am blinded from peace
Something is inside me
I think a terrible beast

There is nothing left
But my outer shell
Death is in inside me
I am under a spell

My vision is dying
All I see now is blacked
The look on my dead face
The loving I lacked..

~FreeStyler~

Trapped

Trapped

Trapped in this body
No longer existing
Yesterdays are distant dreams
Left with a heart bleeding


Everyday grows longer
Time seems to stand still
Closing my eyes to life
Sleeping away all that's real


Sadness has become me
Happiness is all pretend
Depression all around 
Darkness has become my friend


How many more years
Can I endure this pain
Waiting to join you
Yet here alone I remain

~FreeStyler~